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I am annoyed by this medium
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+this medium presents thoughts in a 1 dimensional manor without an ergonomic way to link between different posts.
+this annoys me because information I generally tend to think of information such that each concept is a node and each relationship between concepts is an edge between those nodes on a two dimensional graph.
+the format of this webpage does not allow for such structure due to the linearity.
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+perhaps a "digital garden" or similar system would be a better means of managing this page.
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+issues with implementing a digital garden style approach to a webpage like this one
+I am allergic to organizational tools.
+unfortunately, if I were to make a digital garden, I would probably write software to generate pages based on norg,$[make-footnote "I am only diagnosed with level 1 ASD and thus do not have a build compliant with using emacs (requires ASD level 2+). also, neovim is already well integrated in to the things that I do."] which counts as an organizational tool.
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+why am I bad at organizational tools?
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+I assume this is due to my marginally above average ability to remember information.
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+can this be mitigated by being very stuborn in my useage of such a tool?
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+maybe.
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+making software that integrates with the way that this website already runs would be rather annoying due to the nest of complexity I have built up.
+I suppose that I could have software similar to htmlgen that writes norg documents converted to html to natalieee.net/garden or something.
+I could have even more symlinks floating around directories associated with this website, which would be kind of funny.
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+another option would be to simply run a garden on a subdomain.
+something like garden.natalieee.net would work, though then I must either retool my current webserver to be less horribly tied to this one specific project,$[make-footnote "thing I should do anyways"] or write an entirely different webserver.$[make-footnote "I start college on monday, I should not do this"]
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+another issue with doing such a thing is figuring out a reasonable schema for nodes in the graph.
+I am sure there are people who are more intelligent than me who have thought about such issues before, but I think it will probably be more interesting to create my own.
+I suppose I could keep everything in a flat directory. this seems silly, however I doubt my future predicting abilities when it comes to what categories I should put things in.
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+implementing a digital garden seems as though it would probably demand redoing the whole website, actually.
+I have already done that three to six times (depending on how one counts), and am not particularly keen on doing so again.
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+oh well, I shall consider alternatives for the structure of this webpage.
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