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+  "default": "natalieee.net",
+  "buttons": [
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+      "link": "https://natalieee.net",
+      "sha256": "1ff45434606ed76769bcc0b4f5a6bb8f86e9e1ab07550a48eb6977b3cf285963"
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 2024-02-18: cleaned up header css, added changelog.
 2024-02-24: made dir_index.html slightly less cursed server side
-2024-04-10: fix albert hacking its website by rewriting the entire backend (lol)
+2024-04-10: fix unnamed friend entity hacking its website by rewriting the entire backend (lol)
 2024-04-12: add "natalie-sightings.html"
 2024-04-14: add "cool-sites.html", update home.html to actually be html compliant, updated comment system, add 88x31 collection, minor modification to "natalie-info.html".
 2024-04-25: move hosting to server taken from school basement, (somewhat notable)
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 2024-10-03: add new natalie sighting 
 2024-10-04: update natalie-info.html
 2024-10-04: update natalie-info.html again
+2024-10-19: remove references to friends name until she picks a different one
+2024-10-20: add <a href='https://status.natalieee.net'>status.natalieee.net</a>, running <a href='https://git.osmarks.net/osmarks/onstat'>osmarks status thingy</a>
+2024-10-20: add <a href='/html/view-thought.html'>alternative thought viewing frontend</a>
+2024-11-01: minor accessibility improvements to style.css; general minor changes
+2024-11-13: add cryptography, technical specifications sections to natalie-info
+2024-11-20: add /.well-known/button.json

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+-- unnamed friend entity
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+N:connolly;natalie;roentgen
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-<i style='font-family: MapleMonoItalic'>natalie</i>@2024-04-10_17:31:12-327<br>dammit albert<br><br>
+<i style='font-family: MapleMonoItalic'>natalie</i>@2024-04-10_17:31:12-327<br>dammit unnamed friend entity<br><br>

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+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: romantic relationships are made up, it thinks -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-05 05:22:24 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: natalie being multiple words that start with "a";rambling -->
 this concept simply does not make sense to it.
 <br><br>
 it understands the idea of wanting beings that one is close to. this makes perfect sense to it.<br>
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+    <li>unnamed friend entity: 1</li>
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 recently, cecilie was happy about the 20th increment to this count because it means that the interlocking metal hearts with notches for each time someone has asked this question that it made this (with a forge and anvil! very cool) would have both a multiple of 10 total notches and the same number of notches on each heart.
 the indicator shall be pictured below, because natalie thinks it is very cool.

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+<!-- CATEGORIES: complaining;computers -->
 while natalie was making $[make-link /stats/what-song-is-it-listening-to], specifically while it was writing the service that would send song updates to the server from its laptop, it decided to make mpd started by its init system (openrc).
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 it spent around two hours hacking on these, and now have arrived at a system which vaguely works. both mpd and {pipewire,pipewire-pulse,wireplumber} are started by init, however, for some reason which is entirely obscure to it, pipewire does not recognize anything other than its bluetooth headphones.

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+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: dns -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-07-26 07:18:22 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: rambling;computers -->
 odette, one of natalie's meat friends (not computer friends) (though she is a computery friend) just <a href='https://puppygirl.systems'>bought a domain</a>. apparently the registrar she bought it from didn't have an api, which was problematic because she does not have a static ip.
 because natalie is a reasonable being, it decided to start hosting dns for her. now it knows (some) things about dns!
 it likes learning things.

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+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
+<!-- TITLE: nearly all educational institutions exist to mildly inconvenience natalie -->
+<!-- DATE: 2024-10-18 23:48:55 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: rambling;complaining;school -->
+there is simply no other explanation.
+<br><br>
+the only time this one felt as though it was in an environment that valued learning was before it was in high school, when it was still going to a school that followed montessori principles (read: let it do whatever it wanted).
+in high school, all of its classes (other than the dual credit or AP ones) were entirely busywork. 
+then, it dropped out of highschool because it did not like busywork and went to college, because it hoped there would be less busywork. 
+there was in fact more busywork in college, somehow.
+it thought that reading 115 would not contain material from its second grade english class, yet evidently it was wrong.
+<br><br>
+because college contained even more busywork than high school, it has also dropped out of the college program to get its high school diploma.
+this is for some reason an intelligent decision, as it can just take the GED immediately, and then go back to college as a regular college student the next term.
+for some reason that is absolutely incomprehensible to natalie, with a GED, the college will not require it to take reading 115.
+it is not sure why they will not just allow it to take the language arts placement test to skip that class, this seems as though it would be a lot less convoluted than dropping out of college, applying to the program that will make the college pay for the GED exam, and then immediately starting as a regular college student next term.
+<br><br>
+portland community college is such a baffling institution.
+it scored a 97 on their math placement exam. it scored a 680 on the SAT math section. it has AP credit for math 251 from taking AP calc. it has math credit for math 243 from taking AP statistics. it has PCC credit from taking math 111 under a dual credit program.
+the only two math classes they said it was allowed to take under the high school diploma program were MATH 111 (which it did in sophomore year! come on) and ALC 60 (remedial math). 
+fortunately, there was a secret third option where they just let it not take any math class. this is stupid, what is the point of a placement test if they ignore the result? what is the point of taking the SAT if they ignore the result? what is the point of having AP credit if they ignore it?
+why are they like this?
+what is the point of taking an english class in which one learns what an adjective is? this is a thing that everyone learned already in second grade.
+<br><br>
+it is excited to be free of the high school diploma program.
+hopefully the amount of stupid busywork is lower once it starts actual college classes next term.
+it probably wont be, so hopefully it gets prescribed adderall.

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+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: this website is bad and fonts are worse -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-07-24 03:12:19 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: complaining;computers -->
 natalie is unsure as to what is going on?<br>
 on $[make-link /html/natalie-sightings.html], the font never loads. natalie has failed to ascertain why it is that this occurs, as this has only become an issue today and no edits have been made to that page remotely recently. what on earth.<br><br>
 

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 <!-- TITLE: the medical system -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-07 05:44:47 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: rambling;complaining;healthcare -->
 <h2>how is it this bad?</h2>
 <hr>
 <h3>endocrinological</h3>

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 <!-- TITLE: it hates debian -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-03 04:19:03 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: complaining;computers;why is debian? -->
 much to natalie's detriment, this server runs debian.
 <br><br>
 such circumstances would most likely be acceptable if its computers were not cursed with not working in hard to explain ways.<br>

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 <!-- TITLE: there is less technical debt now. -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-07-27 17:24:16 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: computers;change to site -->
 <p>it modified almost every html file in the site. there are less problems now. </p>
 
 <p>thoughts like these are no longer viewed as iframes, images are now handled by its img-caption script:

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+<!-- TITLE: do not under any circumstances expect anyone to join a stupid fucking discord server to read documentation. fuck you. -->
+<!-- DATE: 2025-03-25 18:51:46 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: rambling;angry, either rationally or irrationally -->
+<h2>documentation is meant to be read</h2>
+do not make it harder for this one, or anyone else to read. if you do, it will hate you forever.
+$[img-caption /files/thoughts/fuck-you-make-your-docs-public.png "a warning in a github readme, advising users to read the pinned post in the project discord for help with a recent issue"]
+$[make-footnote "font antialiasing is disabled on its computer. the image will look bad unless at a certain size."]
+<br><br>
+do not make anyone ever join a discord server to read documentation.
+if you can write a message about a problem in discord and pin it, you can copy that information in to a markdown document and push it to git.
+it does not want to join your discord server. it does not want to join your matrix room. it does not want to join your arcane and non-publicly-indexed forum of any kind.
+it wants to fix the issue it is having.
+<br><br>
+it is perfectly willing to join community forums in cases where it is interested in the project. this is not the issue.
+the issue is someone arbitrarily deciding that&mdash;instead of simply providing one with the relevant information&mdash;that one must first solve some poorly constructed riddle made out of group invite links and login portals first, at no benefit to literally anyone.
+<br><br>
+it cannot understand the thought process that leads to doing this.
+unfortunately, it seems to be a common one, as this one has encountered many instances of this.
+it cannot fathom how utterly muffin-brained someone must be to write documentation on how to solve an issue and then deliberately obfuscate said documentation.
+this makes it more annoyed than scientific articles being paywalled, because it can't even blame the capitalist greed. 
+publish documentation or don't write it in the first place.$[make-footnote "the particular instance pictured made it annoyed enough to write a \"thought\" for the first time in months."]
+<br>
+$[put-footnotes]
+

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 <!-- TITLE: metapost -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-20 04:22:41 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: rambling;complaining;computers -->
 <h2>it is annoyed by this medium</h2>
 <hr>
 this medium presents thoughts in a 1 dimensional manor without an ergonomic way to link between different posts. 
-this annoys it because it generally tend to think of information such that each concept is a node and each relationship between concepts is an edge between those nodes on a two dimensional graph. 
+this annoys it because it generally tends to think of information such that each concept is a node and each relationship between concepts is an edge between those nodes on a two dimensional graph. 
 the format of this webpage does not allow for such structure due to the linearity.
 <hr>
 perhaps a "digital garden" or similar system would be a better means of managing this page.

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+<!-- TITLE: re: metapost; things resembling an improvement -->
+<!-- DATE: 2024-10-21 05:01:21 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: change to site;computers;rambling --> 
+natalie has created an alternative means of viewing thoughts. $[make-footnote "$(make-link '/html/view-thought.html' 'find it here')"]
+this new method improves upon its complaint regarding linearity in the last metapost by creating a system by which each post can be viewed as its own page.
+this in theory adds for ergonomic linking between posts, though doing so would somewhat deprecate the prior means of viewing them in favor of the new means.
+it is not sure how to feel about this.
+$[put-footnotes]
+<hr>
+its new means of thought viewing relies on some absolutely cursed code, it is very amused by this.
+<pre>
+<span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-function-macro">defun</span> <span class="-variable"><span class="-function">html</span></span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+  <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">page</span> <span class="String">&quot;$[echo '$'][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' &amp;&amp; echo '{thought}' || echo thoughts index]&quot;</span>
+        <span class="-string-escape">`</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">section</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo '$'][echo &gt; /tmp/footnote_count]&quot;</span>
+                  <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">h1</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="SpecialChar"><span class="-punctuation-special">:</span>style</span> <span class="String">&quot;display: $[echo '$'][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' &amp;&amp; echo block || echo none]&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span> <span class="String">&quot;$[echo '$'][cat ./html/thoughts/$(basename '{thought}') | grep '&lt;!-- TITLE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- TITLE://; s/--&gt;//']&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo '$'][cat ./html/thoughts/$(basename '{thought}') | grep '&lt;!-- DATE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- DATE://; s/--&gt;//']&quot;</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">br</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                  <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">div</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span> <span class="String">&quot;$[echo '$'][include \&quot;./html/thoughts/$(basename '{thought}')\&quot;]&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo '$'][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' || (echo '&lt;h1&gt;thoughts:&lt;/h1&gt;'; ls ./html/thoughts | while read -r file; do echo \&quot;&lt;p&gt;$(cat ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '&lt;!-- DATE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- DATE://; s/--&gt;//') &lt;a href=?thought=$file&gt;$(cat ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '&lt;!-- TITLE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- TITLE://; s/--&gt;//')&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;\&quot;; done | sort --numeric --reverse)]&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+
+</pre>
+<details>
+  <summary>
+    this compiles to the following:
+  </summary>
+  <pre><xmp>
+    $[cat ./html/view-thought.html]
+  </xmp></pre>
+</details>
+a particularly amusing bit of this is <pre>
+  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo '$'][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}'</span> 
+</pre>
+the reason the presence of the thought being set via the url parameter is checked like that is because comparing '{thought}' to '{thought}' would always be true.
+when an html file contains a variable that the server does not have present when parsing the file, the variable is left as it is instead of being set to ''. 
+accordingly, we cannot do something like <code>test -z '{thought}'.</code>
+<br><br>
+one may think "natalie, is it not dangerous to run bash on user input supplied via url param? could one not send a request like the following: <pre>https://natalieee.net/html/view-thought.html?thought=python-goto%27;while%20true;%20do%20echo%20foo%20%3E%3E%20aoeu;%20done;%27</pre>"
+the answer to such a thought is "yes, this is bad". 
+this badness should(?) be mitigated by the fact that it is impossible to get the server to process a ' in the request params. this hopefully makes RCE impossible, if not email it, please.
+<hr>
+another interesting feature of this new format is that it would allow for reasonable per-post comments. 
+this seems like it would be a good feature.
+of course, no one actually reads these, but whatever.
+per post comments would still be interesting, it could continue its tradition of refusing to use a database for absolutely no reason.
+per post comments would also make the view-thought.html file even more cursed, which is amusing to it.

html/thoughts/monorepo

@@ -1,2 +1,4 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: this should really probably be made in to a monorepo. -->
-<!-- DATE: 2024-10-06 23:47:51 --> 
+<!-- DATE: 2024-10-06 23:47:51 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: no body -->

html/thoughts/phones

@@ -0,0 +1,31 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
+<!-- TITLE: why are phones so bad? -->
+<!-- DATE: 2024-10-23 10:10:10 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: complaining;computers;natalie specific issues -->
+in its experience, there are 0 phones that do not break every 2-4 months.
+this is stupid because society made the baffling and frankly quite bad near unilateral decision that phones would be largely required to be a functional being.
+<hr>
+natalie used to have an iphone SE 1st gen (a1662).
+this phone was awful by virtue of being a phone, but it worked.
+unfortunately, phones are garbage, so this one probably spent $160 on screen replacements for it$[make-footnote 'how on earth can phones not survive being in a pocket? this is very easy'] because the screen would break every 2-4 months.
+also, its home button, both cameras, and speakers all ceased to function and were accordingly removed.
+<br><br>
+eventually, its father gave it his old phone. this was a samsung galaxy s10e.
+this phone managed to be worse than the iphone SE 1st gen a1662. 
+why on earth would anything design a phone the screen of which protrudes past the body of the phone such that if one dares to even observe it, the screen breaks?
+this is like if they asked an engineer to design a phone and then did the exact opposite. 
+also, the corners were rounded.
+not the corners of the case (though those were too), but the corners of the actual screen. 
+why on earth would one ever do this?
+<blockquote>hello, LCD manufacturer? we would like a more expensive and worse screen please.</blockquote>
+nonsense.
+<br><br>
+anyways, the s10e stopped charging and gives an overheat warning 80% of the time that natalie tries to turn it on (just being plugged in to usb-c).
+it got this phone in july, so that is within the predicted range of 2-4 months. 
+<br><br>
+why are phones like this?
+it wants to not own a phone but they are so necessary.
+it really is not sure why people need to be able to {text,call} it.
+if one wants to communicate with it, they can send it an email. 
+this is not a difficult concept, and yet it still regularly receives text messages and phone calls.
+$[put-footnotes]

html/thoughts/python-goto

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: implementing goto statements in python (in under 50 lines)-->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-12 08:43:04 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: hacks;computers -->
 python is extremely extensible, though natalie is not sure that is intentional.
 <hr>
 firstly, here is the end product of this venture:

html/thoughts/re-previous-font-post

@@ -1,3 +1,5 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: re: post from 2024-07-24 10:12:19 -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-07-28 11:25:45 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: followup to prior post --> 
 this issue has fixed itself. it does not know why. it did not do anything that would have fixed this. it is mildly perturbed.

html/thoughts/site-improvements

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-01 17:38:24 -->
 <!-- TITLE: re: last thought; changes have been implemented -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: computers;change to site;followup to prior post -->
 this site now uses <a href='https://git.natalieee.net/nat/htmlgen'>htmlgen</a> to generate html from common lisp and bash commands at compile time.
 this has massively improved loading times on nearly all pages by cutting the number of bash commands that need to be used.
 <hr>

html/thoughts/sleep-schedule

@@ -1,2 +1,4 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: note to itself: develop better sleep schedule -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-07 11:41:41 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: no body -->

html/thoughts/talgo-shirt

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: its friend made it a shirt! -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-08-09 20:22:38 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: natalie being only one word that starts with "a" -->
 <image-column-container>
     <image-container>
         <flex-column>

html/thoughts/technical-debt

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: this website has a lot of technical debt and natalie should rewrite it -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-07-26 01:41:42 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: complaining;computers;rambling -->
 this is horrible and bad. the html of just about every webpage is utter garbage because the author is natalie. 
 rewriting everything is going to be such a task, a task that it really should do. 
 <br><br>

html/thoughts/terminal-emulators

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: terminal emulators -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-06 23:18:59 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: computers;rambling -->
 natalie thinks that its requirements for a terminal emulator are very simple. apparently they are not.
 <hr>
 things that it does not want in a terminal:

html/thoughts/things-it-should-do

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: things it should do -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-08-09 17:22:38 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: irregular lists -->
 <h2>things to do:</h2>
 <ul>
     <li>send email</li>

html/thoughts/this-is-a-thought

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: wow! -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-07-23 20:26:07 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: change to site;computers -->
 this post has been edited to remove behavior that would cause breakage at compile time in compliance with changes to site architecture discussed in "2024-08-21 00:25:12: this site serves pages slowly and with asymetric lag times" and the following post. <br>
 one may think: "but posts don't get compiled". one would be correct, however they get included in documents at the compile time of those documents. <br>
 this caused behavior where every time the /html/random-thoughts.html page was rendered, it would render approximately 8 times the content. not ideal. <br>

html/thoughts/website-complexity

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: managing this website is complicated now -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-09-10 19:47:59 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: complaining;computers;rambling -->
 to keep this website up to date, natalie now has to manage three separate github repositories.
 this is not ideal, but the previous system was not either.
 <hr>

html/thoughts/website-concept

@@ -1,5 +1,7 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: this site serves pages slowly and with asymetric lag times -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-08-21 00:25:12 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: complaining;computers -->
 at the moment, page load times for some pages on this website are quite bad.
 <pre>
 curl http://localhost:5000/html/random-thoughts.html 0.00s user 0.01s system 0% cpu 2.889 total

html/thoughts/why-is-it-it

@@ -0,0 +1,15 @@
+<!-- TITLE: why is it it? -->
+<!-- DATE: 2024-11-05 15:11:14 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: natalie information -->
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
+<blockquote>
+why is it it?
+</blockquote>
+it is asked something vaguely similar to this with notable enough frequency to justify writing an explanation that it can link to for all future instances of such a query.
+it is it for about 3 reasons:
+<ol>
+  <li>it thinks the grammatical implications of not using first or second perspective pronouns are neat</li>
+  <li>it would rather be an object than a person</li>
+  <li>its internal monologue is just sort of like that. this makes speaking "normally" annoying because it needs to pass internal thoughts through a translation layer to speak "normally" (with standard perspective pronouns). it thought this was how most things thought. recently it was informed that most things do not think that way. following this, it decided to give up on translating its internal monologue to first or second perspective.$[make-footnote 'when referring to others, must the reader consult their internal lookup table that maps entities to pronouns? it has been told that this is also an irregular means of thinking.']</li>
+</ol>
+$[put-footnotes]

html/thoughts/wireless-headphones

@@ -1,6 +1,8 @@
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
 <!-- TITLE: why is wireless headphone firmware so bad? -->
 <!-- DATE: 2024-07-29 00:26:54 -->
-it is writing this at 12am on a termux session on its phone, on a bus home from its friend's house. that is neat.
+<!-- CATEGORIES: complaining;computers;rambling -->
+it is writing this at 12:30am on a termux session on its phone, on a bus home from its friend's house. it will probably be formatted poorly.
 <br>
 <br>
 its current headphones, and all the wireless ones it has ever had have used what can only be described as the worst firmware. why is this? how is it possible that there are 0 headphone firmware engineers that are competent? it does not understand.

html/thoughts/{blog,random-thoughts}-deprecation

@@ -0,0 +1,33 @@
+<!-- TITLE: {blog,random-thoughts} deprecation -->
+<!-- DATE: 2024-10-31 12:43:27 -->
+<!-- CATEGORIES: change to site -->
+<!-- vim: ft=html -->
+it rewrote the thought viewing interface. it is now comically slow, but a 2.3 second page load time really isn't that bad.
+upon seeing the source code for the new interface ($[make-link "/html/view-thought.html"], replacing $[make-link "/html/random-thoughts.html"]), it is sure one will understand why it is so slow.
+<pre>
+<span class="-punctuation-bracket"><span class="MatchParen">(</span></span><span class="-function-macro">defun</span> <span class="-variable"><span class="-function">html</span></span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+  <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">page</span> <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' &amp;&amp; echo '{thought}' || echo thoughts index]&quot;</span>
+        <span class="-string-escape">`</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">section</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][echo &gt; /tmp/footnote_count]&quot;</span>
+                  <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">h1</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="SpecialChar"><span class="-punctuation-special">:</span>style</span> <span class="String">&quot;display: $[echo $][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' &amp;&amp; echo block || echo none]&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span> <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][cat ./html/thoughts/$(basename '{thought}') | grep '&lt;!-- TITLE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- TITLE://; s/--&gt;//']&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                  <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">div</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="SpecialChar"><span class="-punctuation-special">:</span>style</span> <span class="String">&quot;height: 0; margin-top: 5px; justify-content: space-between; align-items: center; display: $[echo $][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' &amp;&amp; echo flex || echo none;]&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span> 
+                       <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">p</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span> <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][cat ./html/thoughts/$(basename '{thought}') | grep '&lt;!-- DATE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- DATE://; s/--&gt;//']&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                       <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">p</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span> <span class="String">&quot;categories: $[echo $][cat ./html/thoughts/$(basename '{thought}') | grep '&lt;!-- CATEGORIES: ' | sed 's/&lt;!-- CATEGORIES: //; s/--&gt;//' | awk -F';' '{ for (i=1; i&lt;=NF; i++) { sub(/^ +| +$/, \&quot;\&quot;, $i); if ($i != \&quot;\&quot;) printf \&quot;&lt;a href=\\\&quot;?filter-category=%s\\\&quot;&gt;%s&lt;/a&gt;, \&quot;, $i, $i } }' | sed 's/, $//']&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' &amp;&amp; echo '&lt;br&gt;' || true]&quot;</span>
+                  <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-variable">div</span> <span class="-punctuation-bracket">(</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span> <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][include \&quot;./html/thoughts/$(basename '{thought}')\&quot;]&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span>
+                  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' || echo '&lt;h1&gt;posts:&lt;/h1&gt;']&quot;</span>
+                  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'filter-category' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{filter-category}' || test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' || (ls ./html/thoughts | while read -r file; do echo \&quot;&lt;div&gt;$(cat ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '&lt;!-- DATE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- DATE://; s/--&gt;//') &lt;a href=?thought=$file&gt;$(cat ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '&lt;!-- TITLE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- TITLE://; s/--&gt;//')&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;categories: $(cat ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '&lt;!-- CATEGORIES: ' | sed 's/&lt;!-- CATEGORIES: //; s/--&gt;//' | awk -F';' '{ for (i=1; i&lt;=NF; i++) { sub(/^ +| +$/, \&quot;\&quot;, $i); if ($i != \&quot;\&quot;) printf \&quot;&lt;a href=\\\&quot;?filter-category=%s\\\&quot;&gt;%s&lt;/a&gt;, \&quot;, $i, $i } }' | sed 's/, $//')&lt;/div&gt;\&quot;; done | sort --numeric --reverse)]&quot;</span>
+                  <span class="String">&quot;$[echo $][test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'filter-category' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{filter-category}' &amp;&amp; test \&quot;$(echo '{' 'thought' '}' | sed 's/ //g')\&quot; != '{thought}' || (ls ./html/thoughts | while read -r file; do grep '&lt;!-- CATEGORIES: ' ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '{filter-category}' &amp;&amp; echo \&quot;&lt;div&gt;$(cat ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '&lt;!-- DATE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- DATE://; s/--&gt;//') &lt;a href=?thought=$file&gt;$(cat ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '&lt;!-- TITLE:' | sed 's/&lt;!-- TITLE://; s/--&gt;//')&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;categories: $(cat ./html/thoughts/$file | grep '&lt;!-- CATEGORIES: ' | sed 's/&lt;!-- CATEGORIES: //; s/--&gt;//' | awk -F';' '{ for (i=1; i&lt;=NF; i++) { sub(/^ +| +$/, \&quot;\&quot;, $i); if ($i != \&quot;\&quot;) printf \&quot;&lt;a href=\\\&quot;?filter-category=%s\\\&quot;&gt;%s&lt;/a&gt;, \&quot;, $i, $i } }' | sed 's/, $//')&lt;/div&gt;\&quot;; done | sort --numeric --reverse)]&quot;</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket">)</span><span class="-punctuation-bracket"><span class="MatchParen">)</span></span>
+</pre>
+bash is very slow. they should make bash, but with a JIT compiler. maybe natalie[ee] will invent a syntax for running lua code serverside instead of bash.
+it has been thinking of rewriting sludge in lua, anyways.
+<hr>
+ignoring the prior tangent, it has decided it will never fix the blog. this will function as the new blog (which it is basically doing already). the old thought viewing interface will no longer be maintained, but will probably still mostly function.
+<hr>
+<pre>
+~ λ hyperfine -m30 -M30 'curl https://natalieee.net/html/view-thought.html'  
+Benchmark 1: curl https://natalieee.net/html/view-thought.html
+  Time (mean ± σ):      2.354 s ±  0.170 s    [User: 0.011 s, System: 0.006 s]
+  Range (min … max):    2.147 s …  2.964 s    30 runs
+</pre>
+amusing.

robots.txt

@@ -0,0 +1,42 @@
+User-agent: AI2Bot
+User-agent: Ai2Bot-Dolma
+User-agent: Amazonbot
+User-agent: anthropic-ai
+User-agent: Applebot
+User-agent: Applebot-Extended
+User-agent: Bytespider
+User-agent: CCBot
+User-agent: ChatGPT-User
+User-agent: Claude-Web
+User-agent: ClaudeBot
+User-agent: cohere-ai
+User-agent: Diffbot
+User-agent: DuckAssistBot
+User-agent: FacebookBot
+User-agent: facebookexternalhit
+User-agent: FriendlyCrawler
+User-agent: Google-Extended
+User-agent: GoogleOther
+User-agent: GoogleOther-Image
+User-agent: GoogleOther-Video
+User-agent: GPTBot
+User-agent: iaskspider/2.0
+User-agent: ICC-Crawler
+User-agent: ImagesiftBot
+User-agent: img2dataset
+User-agent: ISSCyberRiskCrawler
+User-agent: Kangaroo Bot
+User-agent: Meta-ExternalAgent
+User-agent: Meta-ExternalFetcher
+User-agent: OAI-SearchBot
+User-agent: omgili
+User-agent: omgilibot
+User-agent: PerplexityBot
+User-agent: PetalBot
+User-agent: Scrapy
+User-agent: Sidetrade indexer bot
+User-agent: Timpibot
+User-agent: VelenPublicWebCrawler
+User-agent: Webzio-Extended
+User-agent: YouBot
+Disallow: /

scripts/add-following-88x31s

@@ -0,0 +1,7 @@
+toot following 0x6e6174 | cut -d' ' -f2 | while read -r account; do
+  url="$(toot whois $account | grep -i site -A1 | grep -E 'https?://')/.well-known/button.json";
+  [ -n "${url}" ] && response="$(curl -s -o /dev/null -w '%{http_code}' "${url}")";
+  [ "$response" -eq "200" ] && body="$(curl -s "${url}" | jq -r '.default as $default | .buttons[] | select(.id == $default) | "<a href=\"\(.link)\" id=\"\(.id)\"><img src=\"\(.uri)\" alt=\"\(.alt)\"></a>"' 2>/dev/null)"
+  [ -n "${body}" ] && echo "${body}" > ./files/88x31/$(echo $url | sed 's/https:\/\///g; s/.well-known\/button.json//; s/\//-/g; s/.$//').html
+  body=''
+done

style.css

@@ -33,9 +33,9 @@
   --alt-bg: #dde1e6;
   --fg: #161616;
   --hl: #33b1ff; 
-  --link: #0f62fe;
+  --link: #0154EF;
   --visited-link: #673ab7; 
-  --highlight: #0f62fe;
+  --highlight: #0154EF;
   --gray: #525252;
   background: var(--bg);
   background-image: radial-gradient(var(--gray) 2px, var(--alt-bg) 2px);
@@ -45,6 +45,13 @@
   align-items: center;
 }
 
+.-punctuation-bracket {color: #ff7eb6}
+.-function-macro {color: #08bdba}
+.SpecialChar {color: #37474f}
+.-punctuation-special {color: #ff7eb6}
+.-variable {color: #37474f}
+.-string-escape {color: #ffab91}
+.-function {font-weight: bold; color: #673ab7}
 .-punctuation-bracket {color: #ff7eb6}
 .-keyword-function {color: #ff7eb6}
 .Number {color: #ffab91}
@@ -56,11 +63,16 @@
 .-function-builtin {color: #673ab7}
 .Type {color: #ee5396}
 .-function {font-weight: bold; color: #673ab7}
-.String {color: #be95ff}
 .Comment {font-style: italic; color: #161616}
 .Boolean {color: #ee5396}
 .-keyword-operator {color: #ff7eb6}
 .-punctuation-delimiter {color: #ff7eb6}
+.-tag {color: #ee5396}
+.-tag-delimiter {color: #ffab91}
+.Operator {color: #ee5396}
+.Underlined {text-decoration-line: underline}
+.-tag-attribute {color: #ffab91}
+.String {color: #be95ff}
 
 @media (prefers-color-scheme: dark) {
   :root {
@@ -74,6 +86,13 @@
     --gray: #202020;
   }
 
+  .-punctuation-bracket {color: #3ddbd9}
+  .-function-macro {color: #08bdba}
+  .SpecialChar {color: #d0d0d0}
+  .-punctuation-special {color: #3ddbd9}
+  .-variable {color: #d0d0d0}
+  .-string-escape {color: #82cfff}
+  .-function {font-weight: bold; color: #ff7eb6}
   .-punctuation-bracket {color: #3ddbd9}
   .-keyword-function {color: #3ddbd9}
   .Number {color: #82cfff}
@@ -208,9 +227,8 @@ footer {
     justify-content: flex-start;
   }
 
-
-  
   a {
+    margin: 0 !important;
     display: flex;
     float: right;
     width: 88px;
@@ -293,6 +311,7 @@ figure {
   margin-bottom: 15px;
 
   > a {
+    width: auto;
     padding: 10px;
     padding-bottom: 0;
 
@@ -338,6 +357,12 @@ iframe {
   overflow: hidden;
 }
 
+blockquote {
+  border-left: 10px solid var(--gray);
+  margin: 4px 16px;
+  padding-left: 10px;
+}
+
 summary {
   -webkit-user-select: none;
   -ms-user-select: none;
@@ -357,6 +382,11 @@ xmp {
 
 a {
   color: var(--link);
+  width: fit-content
+}
+
+a ~ a, li:has(a), a ~ span > a {
+  margin: 4px 0;
 }
 
 a:visited {
@@ -378,6 +408,7 @@ sup {
 footnote {
   font-size: 13px;
   margin-top: 20px;
+  display: flex;
 }
 
 .post {